I AM BORN.

Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show.

-David Copperfield - by Charles Dickens-


So I thought it wouldn't be such a bad idea to write a blog here...

Just lite things in Miao's life..

I did a Myerss Briggs Personality Test...and it's confirmed that I am n INFP.

I'm Introverted! My friends always have some difficulty in deciding whether I'm an introverted person or extroverted...The truth is...I am an Introvert hahah!

Anyway, the test result was quite interesting...

Healer (as they call people like me) present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved (HEHEH, people who knows me would have confim this )having a capacity for caring not always found in other types.

They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons (hmm yah, I'm a loving miao) or a favorite cause , and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.

Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality (I think I'm cursed), and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in.

Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood (well, I'm as unhappy as Garfield and Calvin in their life). Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents (they never cared much about my "friends"). In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters (oww, I thought that had to do with my severe middle child syndrome!!).

They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks (HAHAHAHAH...so I feel like an ugly duckling but really am a swan???).

Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them (yaa, poor meT_T). Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public....(I'm forever consumed with my head).


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The funniest thing is...fictional INFP includes

Calvin (Calvin and Hobes) and Tommy (The Rugrats)! I love them hahah.